Why write this blog?

I write to have the conversations I’m too afraid to have with myself. I get intimate with the truths I am not ready to face/ I escape reality when I write- suddenly I am the center of the universe starring in my own narrative. I write to see and experiment with things from a different perspective. I write about trauma and how I deal with it (or don’t deal with it). I relive the pain and aguish then feel the ability to let go of it. I write to feel proud and accomplished. I even sometimes write for revenge, if you hurt me I think there’s nothing more satisfying than reading a book where you’re the villain of my narrative.